ok

i want people to feel a certain way about me and when they dont it makes me sad

tbh i dunno if im going to make it through highschool

wow i really want to kill myself

you know what i fucking hate is when people offer to talk to me about their problems and then pile their problems onto me instead

all of a sudden i am very sad

i’m so fucking terrible at everything

there isnt one thing im good at

i feel like stabbing myself in the stomach

i feel so sick

im expendable